Bonanza Jane

11.01.2005

Useless

I hate the feeling of uselessness. Maybe it comes from my overly independent nature and desire to be in control. I considered being a nurse for a while purely because, if someone I loved was sick or in pain, I would be able to do something and help them. As it is I can't do much to help those I love who are physically hurting, and even less for those who are going through emotional pains and life trials. All I can do is pray.....not that that isn't wonderful, but I'm really into the tangible, make-it-better, action kind of help. I want to fix everyone's problems and make them happy.
Yet I sit here useless.

1 Comments:

Blogger Telephone the Foot said...

Praying is not useless, even if it seems like it. Just because we can't see or feel God working doesn't mean He isn't. In fact He does some of His best work completely below our radar. Try to be satisfied even if you can't do anything directly because that way you'll never have the chance to take undue credit for it. Being a Christian feels so anti-human sometimes.

11:35 PM  

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